__ DoWn__

yesterday,
I am very down~~
When i came back from school...
I ask my grandpa how is his health
he told me that he has cancer..
and its being spread already...
I am so shocked!!
Why GOD wanna take him away from me???
WHY?????????????????
Its so unfair!
I am so Scared now!!
What should i do?
He is also very scared..
But he still take it slow and tell me that he is ready to leave when GOD wants him to leave..
cox We r all grown up and nothing to worry about anymore..
When i heard that phrase I am so stress and tears begin to come down from my eyes...
and I wanna tell him that i still need him to be beside me...

I love you GRANDPA...
No matter what
nothing gonna change my love for U!

!!!! School

OMG!!!!!!!!!
School reopen so fast i wish the holiday will be more longer i than that!
Just wanna forget about everything and start a new year!!

This whole I was busy like a bee for changing my class in school!!
After changing class I felt that i am happy but still not so in that class no stress but is just that something that make me feel that its rediculous!!
When you treat someone good they will think that you can be a doll to let them treat you unpolitely and whatsoever!!!!!!
I hate this!!!!!!!

I just wanna pay more attention at class and stop thinking of this and that in the class!!!

Hope you understand...