Grandpa

Grandpa is leaving me soon! very soon!
Yesterday when I came back from golf...
He fell down i the toilet..
and his hand bruised..
i am sad to see that...
few months ago he is still healthy and now ....
weaker and weaker...
NO!!!! THE EVIL PLEASE DONT GRAB MY GRANDPA AWAY !
I still need him very much!!
I dont know what should i do now...
be happy or be sad..
but I am trying my very best to act to be happy...
I am always by your side grandpa..
I LOVE YOU!!

Yen TCY

Tan Chee Yen
I know you since we are in primary schools...
Those were the days when you are with you pony tails..
and now you have grown up.. and
you are leaving your babes in Kuantan...
I can forsee they will miss you more than you ever know...
I hope evrything will be fine for you..
No matter what friends are always be by ur side..
Friends will never dissapear...
Everyone will miss your laughter and you cuteness!
I hope that everything will be fine for you...
God Bless and Take Care!
When I visit Ipoh you must be my tourist guide... hahah

See you there!

Love,
Su-Lynn




Forever Love.......



you can forget us for a while ...
but you can never forget him....
hahah...
good luck...

Jia Ni

Chong Jia Ni
The first time I met you is when you say hi to me..
at that time i was figuring out..
wow this gurl is so friendly ...
I look so fierce but she still says hi!
Until 2010...
She is my classmate...
we said things and did things together...
studying, exam, eating and laughing together..
BUt now,
Jiani is leaving to Ipoh..
I am losing a friend...
Wait! Not just a normal friend..
babe I treat you like a sister...
I will remember you...
Do keep in touch ..
and when you are back in Kuantan!
Do contact me...
Do Not always change your number...
Love you as alwatys...

Goodbye My Love!

Love,
Su-Lynn

After camp and we.....

After camp we went to kuala lumpur ... We guys decided to have fun there and thanks to alex .. We do have a lot of fun... The first when we arrive from Ipoh o kuala lumpur alex came an pick us up and straight to the hotel ... We went to a budget hotel but it already out if rooms so we decided to stay at prince hotel... So once we check in to the hotel room we start to clean ourselves up preparing To go for dinner and karaoke... And the poor alex wait for us to bath until he fall asleep... So after that we straight went to pavilion and we had pepper lunch.., then straight to red box ... We sang and Sang like nobody business! Haha I guess you will be shock if you know we sang for 6 hours... Though meantime I drop and sprained my knee which make us delayed our trip back to Kuantan... When I fell down it's like a joke... So the second morning we went to pavillion again to eat breakfast... We ate dragon eye ... At that time I was like a mummy bringing my children to the restaurant... It's so fun... And I am on the wheel chair the whole day... Thanks to Jason that he pushed me until his hands is pain... At pavilion and at night we decided to ask for alex's help because I need to go to a doctor .. I was worried Berger it's the legament or my bone... So we troubled alex again and he brought me to the clinic near his office and then thank god that the doctor said that it's only my ligament ... I was so happy at that time... And then we straight away go for our dinner ... nice meal of bak kut teh but I felt very sorry to alex because e has already pick us here and there and then now he had to treat us for the dinner... I AM TRULY SORRY ALEX! But luckily we bought him some sweet and food.. Haha... And then we went to stevens corner for a drink and we chat and chat and chat... Then we went back to cube hotel to stay for a night... In the hotel there is five bed for five of us ... Although we said that we are going to make dolphin drunk in the room tonight but all of us is too tired and we don't have any energy to fool around anymore... So we slept... Until the next morning we all ate our noodles... Only pui yee's and dolphin 's noodles is nice... Mine sucks!! Urgh... Then we pack up and store our luggage at the hotel then we go to fahrenheit by taxi... I am quite satisfied with the things in Fahrenheit !! Then we spend our time there then we ate at a Chinese restaurant then we go tongue bus stop to enquire for the bus to tickets... The bus that we want only have at 10pm.. So all of us check with our parents they said ok so we continued to have fun... We went to KLCC and have our dinner .. At KLCC we felt that the floor is always moving which makes me scared! Gosh it's time to leave KLCC already ... And we went back to the hotel and collect our luggage and go the bus stop at old KTM... There goes our 7 days 6 night trip... In the bus miss dolphin cried ... She is just so cite... I really miss them loads ... More than u all ever know!! love you guys!! Xoxo


Love,
Su-lynn

Camp!!!

There is a three days two night camp at my gopeng resort ! I had attended ... It's a key leader camp .. It was pretty fun because j went with Mwah honeybees... Although I did not go for the jungle trekking and water rafting but I still love it... I gain a lot of experienced and I know what to do when I am with friends only.. They gave me hope and support for doing some things which I am grateful.. From here I wanna thank all my friends that I have met in this camp for their help... Love you guys loads!

Su-Lynn <3

I still love you!

I still love you..
I still need you ..
but
you still dont understand what I need and What I want..
I am so tired...
being bad to you..
but my heart will always be there for you
because I still love you!

Camp Camp Camp

The last time i went to camp is when i was younger..
I guess when I was 12...
oopss..
and now I have a chance to go again..
with all my babes!!
I am getting excited..
Hope I will enjoy it this time..

I just need you now!

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

=( =( =( =(

nothing .. Not anymore...

what should i do...
i lost everything
i promise that i will not be like this again
but i lose already!
i am a weak person
now!
I just cant forget about you..
I am a loser!

谢谢你的美好

因为我们知道 这天终究会来到
所以不计较 只要你心可以过得更好
当初爱的是你 当我哭时也是你
在我身边 让我尝到有被爱的感觉
谢谢你的美好 我绝对不会忘掉
虽然那滋味 慢慢地 慢慢地 淡掉
今晚我们见面 算不算最后一遍
答应自己不流眼泪
我们在散步 我们在残酷 心里早预估
谁要说出口 谁要当凶手 你还是我
我们的全部 所有的全部 只要再一步
就能够解脱 就能够拥有 得到自由
请你不要 cry like this is a surprise
哭出来 only make things 更难捱
我的爱 并没有改 是时间作怪
Girl you know that,right？
嘿 你把你眼泪擦干
嘿 你把你脚停下来
one more step
that's all that we have left
谢谢你的美好 我绝对不会忘掉
虽然那滋味 慢慢地 慢慢地 淡掉
今晚我们见面 算不算最后一遍
答应自己不流眼泪
我们在散步 我们在残酷 心里早预估
谁要说出口 谁要当凶手 你还是我
我们的全部 所有的全部 只要再一步
就能够解脱 就能够拥有 得到自由
我们在散步 我们在残酷 心里早预估
谁要说出口 谁要当凶手 你还是我
我们的全部 所有的全部 只要再一步
就能够解脱 就能够拥有 得到自由

Although you dont know what it means.. but i wanna let u know that i miss u!!

I am sorry!

I am truly sorry.. I regret for what i have said..
I dont know what i can do now .. Like you said I can do nothing..
I am sorry ..
but there is just one thing that i will say is Nothing Gonna Change my Love For you..
I hope u know that..
I cant stop myself from crying..
i hope that u understand..
I am useless... so Please do not say that u r foolish..
I really regret what I have done..
I miss u and I love you more than u ever know..
You are now my one and only..
I cant take everything when u are not beside me..
I still <3 u very much... More than u ever know! =(
Please honey .. please please please...

----------------- Nothing Gonna Change My love for you Honey! ------------------

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long, with you I see forever
Oh, so clearly, I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by know how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too <3 <3 <3

its just me, Myself...

DOnt ever judge me if u dont know me!
I had enough with all those comments that u are giving me!!

Te Amoure

I love you more than you ever know!!
xoxo

I miss YOU!!

Here I Am, everyday
Since you said, you’d come again,
But it’s not fair, cos’ you’re not here,
I wait in vain, but nothing has challanged,

I’m a flower, soaking in the Rain,
If I could wish one thing, I’d hear you call my name,


So when will I see your face again,
When will you touch my life again ,
When will I breathe you in again
I think I love you …will I see your face again,

Little thing, like the rain coming,
She looked at me a certain kind of way,
Tell me girl, where are you now,
‘Cos I don’t know how much longer I can wait,

I’m a dreamer, waiting for the sun,
When you’re coming in, I know my life’s begun,
Tell me girl…

When will I see your face again ,
When will you touch my life again,
When will I breathe you in again,
I think I love you, will I see your face again,

You know that all my life I’ve been waiting,
Waiting for some, someone like you to love me,
You can’t come by like an angel, into my life,
And then fly away, fly away,

Oh honey, cos I, Uh baby,
Sing, I’ve only seen youuu, oh, I said, I said I said,

When will I see your face again
When will you touch my life again,
When Will I Breathe You In Again ,
I think I love you, will I see your face again,

Love is blind..

I saw my friend sending messages to his gf..
Wow they r just meant to be together! they r just so sweet..
That is why always people say when you r in love , you r blind...
But there is the only exception..
I am not one of them ! haha
We must be wise...
Dont u think so MrD?
I miss you..
When will I see your face again?

I hate you!

I really hate it when you tell lies!
I ask you again again and again but u still tell me the same thing! u never change!
When only i can believe in u?
What is so fun about telling lies?!
when u tell lies you must use another lie to cover your first lie..
gosh!! Cant u just change it for me??

What is Love?

What is Love?

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

I love you!

You are getting weaker day by day..
What can I do for you?
I just dont know what should i do..
How to make you comfortable..
I just dont wanna see you to become weaker and weaker..
Suffering like nobody business!!
I miss you Grandpa..
please be strong! I will always be there for you..
I love you Grandpa..

Latest Life

Been busy for months with key club , family and friends!
Until I am not free to write on it..
hmm.. key club is finally formed..
Key club members are just my family members!! I love them so much they make me happy, sad an even excited!!
How i wish we are always together...
Today we had a small meeting and I felt that they r just so right for me..
I have been working with them about three months.. They gave me a lot of motivation, love and ideas!! They are just so cute ...
I love you guys from the bottom of my heart...
We had a Gala dinner on 9th October 2010 and its was fun..
We sing ! we Dance and we are united...
but after that my life messed up!
the second day daddy suddenly fainted on the floor andhad an heart attack,... he was in the I.C.U for five days.. and I was so busy going up adn down for daddy..
I miss so much lessons until the exam.. I am so tired ..
and now until my grandpa .. His cancer cells already spreaded to the liver and other parts of the body.. I am worried.. When I am small he is the one who always bring me here and there, take care of me, giving me courage, telling me his childhoos stories.. He was a strong ma but now he is so weak..
I am so nervous when he is going to leave me.. I really want him to be by my side always..
He always cheers me up.. but now Its never like before anymore! I hope that the remaining days that I am with you grandpa! I wish to bring you happiness.. Thats all I can do for you now!!
Here, I wanna thank all my frineds who gave me support along the way.. thank you so much ! without you all maybe I am already having depression .. you all are just like the sun giving me courage... lead me to a new way!! I am so thankful to have you all.. Thank you.. I wanna thank most is Dolphin, szeying and Shian.. Dolphin thanks for always listening to my problems .. Szeying .. Thanks for the courage you gave me and Shian thanks for fetching me here and there to run errans.. I am so sorry to trouble you all.. but I am very happy that you all are by my side.. Thank you.. I love you all!! xoxo

What a day!!

Why am I always putting exclamination mark?
I think its because of these day there is a lot of things that I have to be bothered about...
My health, friendship, relationship, study and my future..
Health is not treating me good , I am not sure why..
After I sprained my leg, I got into flu then now I have eyes infection..
What happened to me?
OMG!
What is wrong with me ?
I am always having all these question in my mind with full of "???" and "!!!"
Today I finally can stay in school the whole day, I am quite happy
at school I am always singing Need You Now by Lady Antebellum for my babe Jiani Chong..
Although My leg is pain but I am still happy..
now still with pain killers...
How soon everything go well again?
tomorrow?
next week or next month?
But I want to be asap..
Going to Penang soon... Looking forward for it..
Okay...
Thats for today.....
Bye bye...
Te queiro , my dear!
xoxo

-LiFe-
Garlico...

OMG

What the?! one thing come after another...
What is wrong with me?
Now I am having terribly strong running nose...
What am I gonna do?
But luckily there is someone beside me taking care of me this is what I'm grateful..
N next week! Oh no.. its exam week again... This is what I hate most ... Havent recover from sick then I have to face all this...
Now I am like taking a half day off from school....
And now going to see Doctor again...
I have been in and out of the hospital...
Hopefully I can get well soon !
Gotta go now...
tata... :]

I'm Back on Track!!!

I am finally here blogging again...
I have lose track since January...
These few months I am busy with lotsa things..
With friends,
With exam,
With money
and also
With family..
Though with this few elements
I feel that I am a little grown up !!
and hopefully I can keep it up!
Days to be a little girl is over
Now I need to be a strong and matured teen...
I think I could be one soon ! hehe...
I hope everything will be fine for each of evryone one of ya!
God bless and have a nice day!
xoxo

__ DoWn__

yesterday,
I am very down~~
When i came back from school...
I ask my grandpa how is his health
he told me that he has cancer..
and its being spread already...
I am so shocked!!
Why GOD wanna take him away from me???
WHY?????????????????
Its so unfair!
I am so Scared now!!
What should i do?
He is also very scared..
But he still take it slow and tell me that he is ready to leave when GOD wants him to leave..
cox We r all grown up and nothing to worry about anymore..
When i heard that phrase I am so stress and tears begin to come down from my eyes...
and I wanna tell him that i still need him to be beside me...

I love you GRANDPA...
No matter what
nothing gonna change my love for U!

!!!! School

OMG!!!!!!!!!
School reopen so fast i wish the holiday will be more longer i than that!
Just wanna forget about everything and start a new year!!

This whole I was busy like a bee for changing my class in school!!
After changing class I felt that i am happy but still not so in that class no stress but is just that something that make me feel that its rediculous!!
When you treat someone good they will think that you can be a doll to let them treat you unpolitely and whatsoever!!!!!!
I hate this!!!!!!!

I just wanna pay more attention at class and stop thinking of this and that in the class!!!

Hope you understand...